The Spirit of God

Today for Sacrament meeting, the bishopric announced the ward's annual tradition of having a musical testimony meeting. I think the tradition started when there was a mix-up of speakers one Sunday and the ward was without a program. (I could be wrong of the real reason though.) I still remember the first meeting. I got up chose "I Stand All Amazed" as my favorite hymn. I am still amazed that through all my weaknesses and mistakes He loves me and continues to do so much for me.

As I listened from the mother's lounge today to those who got up to share their favorite hymn I thought of what I would choose. I surprised myself with choosing "The Spirit of God." If I was to have chosen a hymn last year at this time - or even a few months ago - I don't think I would have chosen this one. However, in looking back on the happenings of this year, this song has had more meaning in my life. I remember singing it in Sacrament meeting on the Sunday after William was born. With having a new baby, I had gone to just Sacrament meeting that day. There were 20-30 angry protesters shouting at me from across the street as I walked into the church. We could hear them during the service. As the meeting came to a close, the member of the bishopric conducting the meeting changed the closing hymn to be #2 The Spirit of God. As we sang the beautiful words of William W. Phelps I thought of my pioneer heritage. My heart remembered the stories of their struggles because of their faith. I took courage in their sacrifice as well as their eventual triumphs.

These last couple of weeks I have been blessed to see my sister marry her sweetheart for time and all eternity, to see Roger give William a special baby blessing and to attend the temple to not only bless others, but to remember the covenants I have made with Roger and the Lord. I know that "no unhallowed hand can stop the work from progressing." Life will be hard at times and our challenges may be severe, but I also know that the Lord has given us His spirit, His love and His blessings. We are not alone. I am so grateful for such a wonderful husband, two beautiful children, my parents, siblings and other family members who love and support me. I truly am blessed.